SHAH-AZZ, INCORPORATED

Thinking of the words to say,
I'd like to think that this was fate.
Reference to a song you love,
Spell confusion with a 'k'.
Like a star without its strings,
I'm hanging here on these two wings.
For that smile and those eyes...(I'm falling)

If time could stop, how could I make this poetic?
When there's nothing more pathetic to be said...

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.
You carry through, you make me smile.
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you,
For you...

If you ever had the chance,
Would you make your life seem right?
Or would you only hold it back,
The good times, the hard, and the bad.
Whatever you say is alright,
Just as long as there's no doubt.
Could you look me in the eyes...(And say hopes died)

If time could stop, how could I make this poetic?
When there's nothing more pathetic to be said...

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.
You carry through, you make me smile.
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you.

Our wish,
Each time,
Keeps me returning to you,
Night after night...
Lift me up as high as the clouds that warm the sky,
For you and I...

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.
You carry through, you make me smile,
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you...

You bring me out, show me light,
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside...
You carry through, you make me smile,
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you,
For you...




Song "Poetically Pathetic" by AMBER PACIFIC
From the album "The Possibility & The Promise", 2005





PS - Dedicated to someone 'special'...:)

that's all i can say for a team who kept their spirits remain high and never give up till the end, and their willingness to fight back...never in my mind that a team, who conceded 3 goals in 1st half, and seemed destined to lose, make this historical comeback....

and that team is liverpool...

and the loser's team is ac milan...

i won't eleborate much on this game as i'm not either teams' fan (but i really opted for the reds to win), but all i can say that any team are capable beating the odds....no matter how useless it seems...

well, congratulations to them....so, to conclude the season,
Chelsea > Premiership champions, League Cup winners
Arsenal > FA Cup winners, Community Shield winners
Liverpool > Champions League winner
--n---st-- -n--e- > ???...loser of the year? muahahahaaaa!!!!!!

assalamualaikum...
on my previous postings titled "it's raining, it's pouring", there's one from 'anonymous' (and no, it's not that 'usual' anonymous person :P) comment about the lack (or actually, NONE) of my stories & pictures about my family. Well, i would like to thank that person for pointing this out. Yes indeed, i have yet to tell something about my family and/or uploading family shots. But i'm kinda distracted when he/she said that i didn't care about them whatsoever, and put friends first in line...hmmm how should i say this...here, i have no intention to counter the person's comments as is is somewhat true, but then again, i had to clarify certain things to him/her (and also you) about what kind of person i am...

1) anak manja - definitely NOT TRUE! actually, i DESPISE these 'anak-manja' type person. they are so irritating. I usually don't give any person with these kind of attitudes any chance. It's not to say that we cannot 'bermanja-manja' with anybody but there are certain suitable time and place, and not to overdo it. I said this when i look at my youngest sister, (already 8 years old) who always ask for anything from my parents and starts to cry and go bezerk when she didn't get. If she can blog, probably you can ask her how many times i 'beat' her whenever that happens (and ONLY if that happens...so don't get the wrong idea).
2) creative - somewhat TRUE...since you already looked this variety of this blog, you may judge me based on that. I only be creative on something that I like, such as creating my class DVD, video-editing,blabla...Of course, i only ASSUMED that, since my friends didn't tell me specificly that i'm creative. (they did said that it looked great, though :D)...
3) bijak - hmmmmm....am i or not? in a sinister word, i would called myself 'biijaakkkssssssss' (you should know what this means)....no, i'm not smart..in fact, if you did read my past posts, i mentioned how s*cks i can be...kinda loser...although i hate to say that to myself..only just to ease up some pressure...one thing for sure, my friends will always be 'smarter' than me, and so, i always seek help from them on anything..

okay, now about the lack of family content:
1)i can say that 70% of my current student time is here (parit raja) around my university while the rest is my hometown (putra permai) with my family. this is to be expected (except if you're living with parents, coming back and forth from university to your house, and not living in hostel or rent house). so my stories VASTLY about my U life...
2)because of 1), there's a LOT of activities i'm involved together with friends so that's why i'm writing blog about it. (party, barbeque, camping etc.)...it's possible that these activities can be done with our family, but it's unlikely that we're going to do that FREQUENTLY.
3)even if there is some interesting event happens in my family, i can't immediately write a blog about it because we have NO INTERNET CONNECTION at our home a putra permai. ops, should i say that we don't have any TELEPHONE LINE either! all communications through our cellphones...
4) is that 'balik kampung' thingy bugging you?i always go back for raya puasa with my parents. But raya haji, however, since there aren't usually long holidays, i prefer not to go back during that time. (in fact, i haven't go back during raya haji for 5 years...)...coincidently, on early this year, i had a bit long holiday for that, but i already had earlier plans on something else...
5)if you mean that i should tell *ANYTHING* about my families, such as who are they, what are they doing, how are they now etc., then as far as i can recall, and i have rechecked my past blog, i DIDN'T do the same to any my friends..okay, probably just indirectly, IF ANY...'sipi-sipi'...my point is, i think there are certain aspect between me and my families should not be mentioned openly as i have my utmost LOVE and RESPECT to them...then how about friends? since i always blurb around about them, it means don't like them? friends are different than families...pshycological reason, i think...you can think for yourself...

and oh, since we're on this topic, let me tell you something...i DID have an A4 sized family photos mounted on my wall in my room...and i also have a slightly smaller version of it, pasted IN MY FILE so everytime i go to class and open the file to take out some paper for writing notes, i will ALWAYS look at the photos..and i will ALWAYS remembered them, thinking what they are expecting of me when i'm here, and what should i've done to repay them...

sorry if this blog is longer than expected...i didn't meand to offense you or anybody...i can be just a bit emotional sometimes...but as i said earlier, YOU ARE RIGHT, i should have post something about my families, upload some pictures, etc...so thank you....

PS - i've got the feeling that this person actually knows me...it doesn't matter who....

assalamualaikum...at the time i write this, the rain had just stopped...it was quite heavy during the late midnight...the cloud was still a bit dark, though...today is the start of an 'unplanned' one-week holiday...what i mean is, since most of the lecturers are taking part in sports week somewhere in kl, our class is temporarily suspended until next week...so i could go back home sometime this week...but not today, i'm still stuck at parit raja...i'm a bit lazy to go outside, so i stayed here, playing games, particularly Sid Meier's Pirates...it's a great game, and of the currently top-rated games...it's about attacking ships, plundering gold, take over city, find lost relative and lost city, beat the 9 well-known pirates, beat the one who kidnapped my relatives 10 years ago, together with his henchman, blablablabla...i think the genre is an action-adventure-strategy game..i manage to collect ALL achievement points (yayyy), and retire as a Govenor...however, i never get to ride on a Ship-Of-The-Line, the most powerful ship in that game, since it spawned -VERY- seldomly...huhuhuu talk about games, probably that's one of the reason i didn't performed so well in my past 2 consecutive exam...warrghhh...i couldn't answer any question correctly..i'm not surprised if i turned out to be the worst...:P...and in this so-called 'holiday', i have to do my 2 assignments...Darn...Anyway, today i've just sent no less than 40 e-mails (and SMS) to my fellow BVC friends...It's something about the Class DVD thing...I still need some pictures, mottos, and stuffs for the 'Personal Vault' section. I hope that you all can provide it before July so I can progress further. Currently, i'm just tinkering with photo collections and keep changing the songs...there's a lot of new albums coming out, and I manage to get them even when their official release is weeks away! (Hail Bittorrent! Hail Seeder Friends!)...okay, probably that's all for now..I had to go back to my paris home...coz Ammar wants the Naruto DVD episodes 51-101 for his little brother (or himself? he is shy to tell the truth :?) okis adios chow Wassalam...

it only need a split-second between win and lose...and AC Milan took take that split-second totally to their cause...
I felt sorry to PSV...I believe they were more deserved to be in the finals since they played the better football...
but then again, once we gone out of focus for only a fraction of time, the opponents will take full advantage of it and it cost us dearly...and it happened to PSV...
had Ambrosini was MARKED (read that word loudly), he probably couldn't score that decisive goal in the very last minute of the game...just looked the space he got...
but kudos anyway to PSV...who could wonder a small team like them can take on 6 time European winner...
However, by looking at the way AC Milan played, I think Liverpool might have the chance to overrun them...and I opted for that...

let me quote something I wrote on 21st February 2005 about Chelsea's quadruple chase..

and I have to say this, I don't think they going to win the Champions League either...so the only left is the Premiership title and Carling Cup...

and so I predicted it correctly...Courtesy of Luis Garcia's early strike, Liverpool made it to the finals of the Champions League....for a team like Chelsea, whom the owner is a billionaire, have a total player worth of 200million+ pounds, have a great manager in Jose Mourinho...winning only 2 trophies is, well, "adequate" enough...but be warned to the Blues, next season will be different....there's a high probability that they will "not" win any trophy...you have my word...

mase BBQ kat rumah andy 3 minggu lepas... 

it's been quite a while i haven't upload any photos...so here it is...gambo kacaks setelah berendam di bekuk... 

it's been a while i haven't post anything about football...well, for today's post, i would like to congratulate the Blues for finally winning the Premiership title, their 1st in 50 years...that was a very long wait...courtesy of Frank Lampard's double at Bolton...what a player he is...and they fully deserves it, no doubt...Jose Mourinho is really a genius...i think that all his boast and arrogance is really paid off, at least he does have his points...now, they are on course of claiming the treble (although i was actually opted for Liverpool to win at Anfield)...but nevermind...If Arsenal are destined not to win the title, I rather watch any other team to win it as long as it is not Man Utd (sucks!!)...so how about the Gunners?hmmm as far as i can see, it's like a de ja vu to them...exactly like 2002/2003 season...explosive on early season but falter later on...they probably have this wierd kind of habit, which is, everytime they win a title, they'll lose it on the next season, only to win it back after that...and the pattern repeats...is this means that the Gunners will win it back next season? Just wait and see...but then again, everytime during their title-winning season, they will create a record...in 2001/2002, Arsenal never lose away from home, and most importantly, scores in every Premiership matches...while in 2003/2004, they the 'Invincibles', unbeaten in all 38 Premieship matches...if they are going to win the 2005/2006 title, i wonder what kind of record they'll gonna make...win every match? clean sheet every match? huhuhuuu it so impossible...how about winning in every home match? i think this one is more logical...alright, since the race is over, the only thing left for my favorite team is to win the 'Consolation' prize, the FA cup...and next season will be even more interesting...